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♥ Wednesday, September 03, 2008

the end of another story

(i drafted this previously, but i think i still should post it.
though im feeling okay now.)

i've got your message.
the sudden coldness and change of attitude,
i think i get it now.

it's something i know from the start,
but i never wanted to admit.
i thought it was just me, but now i guess it's a fact.
i forced myself to pretend everything's the same,
i hold back those tears while talking to you,
even when i type "haha" or "LOL".
but who am i deceiving?
we both know, it's over.

i never cared what others have got to say,
but it's proven once again that it didnt matter.
our friendship is as brittle as this.
i dont even know what happen,
and whatever happened, did break us apart, badly.

i guess it's my fault,
i saw us drift apart, but i didnt know what to do.
i put a strong front, and never let you be able to see through me.
i thought i was maintaining everything well,
but things got out of hand.

im sorry for whatever got you unhappy,
im sorry i wasnt a good enough friend,
im sorry you had enough of my nonsense,
im sorry for everything.

thanks for the memories,
all those good & bad times you brought me through.
for a moment, i thought it could go a long way,
but time flies, and it ends here.
nevertheless, i'll still be there whenever you need me.

im gonna miss you so badly,
but im gonna give you your peace & freedom.
for i dont think im needed here anymore in your world.
anything, for you to be happy.

lastly,
i love you.

(for the last thing, i wish i was dreaming.
please tell me i got it all wrong.)

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